Julie Marie

sorry, i couldn't resist

2006-02-26T05:37:47Z

jmob @ 2006-01-21T13:51:00

2006-01-21T19:51:33Z

Ah exams are finally over and I actually got enough sleep on thursday night. Then I got to do nothing yesterday. I actually invited someone to do something with me, which is a rare thing, but unfortunately, we could not go because it was dangerous outside, although the snow was real pretty and fluffy. So we just postponed it til tonight. This weekend is so beautiful because there is no hw to be done, except I need to fix my collage and add some ugly dancers to it.
Ballet was fabulous this morning, as always, except for the death part. But we did get to do my fav pose in one of the combinations :-) (if you don't know what im talking about see my userpic). And apparently they are going to do the competition in April even though a lot of people can't go to it including me cuz im leaving for Spain that day, and they will have to redo all the dances and they won't be able to do my trio cuz two of us won't be there and pointe will only have two ppl in it, and in ballet co there will no one to do the beginning and then ive got this little solo and it will just not be ok. And then jazz? I just don't know. And then for the next 2 weeks theres pit til 6 everyday, so there are going to be issues with dance. Hopefully I can get all my hw done during down time.

Anyway the Anual Dance Dimensions Benefit concert is on Sunday, February 26 at Cardinal Stritch University. The first show is at 3:00 PM and the second is at 6:30 PM. Tickets are $10 for students and the proceeds will be donated to the Ozaukee Council Inc., which deals with alcohol and drug abuse prevention, in honor of Angela Raettig. If you want to come tell me which show so I can get you tickets, because there is limited seating and there may not be tickets available at the door.

Gah I pretty much just ate a whole pizza.
And I need to practice and get ready for a night w/ my ladies.
K bye
Love,
Julie

jmob @ 2006-01-07T00:30:00

2006-01-07T06:31:01Z

hmmm
everyone now has a myspace.
i want one too.
so should i just delete this lj?
or have them both?

anywayyy
I'm not failing physics. I actually have like a B- for the semester.
and that is equivalent to like an A+ in a CP class.
and I actually got a B on my history test (breaking my C streak)
i'm sure ms kean was excited

oh yea
good news everyone
there are now two shows for the benefit concert
so you alll can come and watch me dance
tell me if you would like tickets

pep band tonight was good
i actually drove myself to it for the first time
and i can actually play piccolo now
i think i'll play it with jm next year for band
if mcdowell will let me
but then again he thinks im not very good
so idk

oops ballet tomorrow
time for bed

ps: rebeccaaa are you happy now?? :-)

Friday!!!

2005-12-16T23:16:40Z

mmm it's been a while. but actually it's only been two weeks, but still it seems long. Anyway, I GOT MY LICENSE!!! It is so fricking awesome. But the lady was mean to me and I don't even know why. I didn't have to parallel park though. It was really short too, only like 15 minutes. All I need now is a parking spot for next semester...

Only one more week of school til break! Yay.

jmob @ 2005-12-03T15:37:00

2005-12-03T21:39:54Z

I found out today that a girl that I used to dance with died on Wednesday night of a heroin overdose.

Strange feeling.

jmob @ 2005-12-03T00:48:00

2005-12-03T07:05:27Z

Yay! First pep band of the year was tonight!
And I bought me an ipod online today! (although I do have to pay my parents back, but that was pretty much the original deal that I proposed)
And my driver's test is fast approaching (2 weeks from yesterday(yesterday =thursday, cuz i haven't gone to bed yet))

I finally realized that IT was a mistake. It has now been confirmed and I actually believe it now. But I do feel rather disgusted with myself. An awful awful feeling. I'm not sure if IT counts at all. One must learn from one's mistakes.

AND I hate gossip so so much.
Too many good people have to suffer for it.
And they don't even deserve it.

Tomorrow at 7:00 pm, my dance co. is putting on a little thing called
"Works in Progress" at the studio. It's free so you all can come watch what we have done for our company dances so far.

If you are gonna get me a Christmas present, donations for "The Ipod Fund" would be greatly appreciated :-)

Time for bed now. Long, exhausting, keel-over-and-die day of ballet and various other dancing ahead of me.

just do it

2005-11-18T22:58:37Z

01. Who are you?
02. Are we friends?
03. When and how did we meet?
04. How have I affected you?
05. What do you think of me?
06. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
07. How long do you think we will be friends?
08. Do you love me?
09. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how amazing am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't (if so. do it.)?
31. Do you think I could kill someone? who?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

jmob @ 2005-11-15T22:44:00

2005-11-16T04:45:38Z

why is it that every tuesday night at jazz i always wanna cry?
or should i say "feel like cryin'" (ha yea thats actually in our song)
but seriously
why do i just start sobbing sometimes?
i don't know whats wrong with me
well actually i kinda do
for starters, just look at me.
and it's not like anybody even knows who i am
and if they do, it's not like they want to know me anyway.
why do i long to be a part of things that i could never be a part of, and for things that i could never have?
there's nothing special about me
i'm nobody's favorite
i'm not great at anything
apparently i can't even speak
what was the point of working hard in middle school?
i acheived so high back then
it obviously doesn't even matter now
i probably won't even get into any good colleges after how poorly this most important year of my high school career is going.

Let's just say that band and all band-related activies have been my salvation for these past 2 years. I don't even know what my life would be like without the people that I've met through it.

There are also some people that I really miss.

early morning ranting

2005-10-27T14:28:08Z

I'm so upset about the benefit concert situation. Don't get me wrong though, it's super great that it's at Cardinal Stritch because its like 5 minutes from my house, as opposed to Mount Mary being like 30 minutes away. But Nancy said that each dancer family is only allowed to buy 4 tickets because the theatre only seats 200 people. First of all, if you do the math, we could actually have more per family (there's like 42 girls, and some siblings in the co., so it makes it like 38 or so families). Second of all, all of the money would be coming from the parents so there's no money coming from outside the studio. Third, the tickets will probably be even more expensive because there won't be as many people as usual. Fourth, all my friends want to come and I was soo excited, but I don't know if that will be happening. But if you really do want to come, I can try my best to get some extra tickets. Fifth, there are always more than 4 ppl in my family that come to see me-- my mom, dad, aunt, uncle, grandma, and megan. Sixth, if you don't come to the benefit or any competitions, but docome to the big recital at the end of the year, you won't get to see my awesome trio. Plus, what about former co. members such as Rachel that would want to come back and see? Ugh. I'm just not happy about this.

Furthermore, I just found out like 2 days ago that one of the competitions is the same weekend as Solo & Ensemble... Seeing as how its a required part of my grade I can't not go to it. And its super cool that its at Nicolet this year. Plus that sunday is the second part of the retreat for confirmation, which I probably will not be able to go to. And I basically got the flu from the first one because we were outside in the cold and rain, which is probably why I should be sleeping right now, but my body made me wake up way too early for a day off and wouldn't let me go back to sleep.

On a much better note though, last night i wore a tutu to ballet class (it's some sort of dress-up week) and everyone loved it and it was so much fun because i didn't have to worry about getting hw done.

AND tonight Jonny and I are going to O-WOC! Soo excited. Come to think of it, I haven't had anyone out to my aunt and uncles "new" lake house (ha yea they bought it my freshman year, but none of my friends has seen it yet). I used to have end of the year parties at their lake houses back in the middle school days. But freshman year there were friend issues so I didn't know how a party could work out. But now I'm finally getting around to having people out.

By the way, if anyone ever wants to come out there with me, you are more than welcome. :-)

MRAZZZZZ

2005-10-22T05:59:12Z

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

OMG my first concert was AMAZING!!!!

AND I HEART JASON MRAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yea and i do have ballet tomorrow morning and it's open house so im def gonna be dead tomorrow(actually later this morning ha), but you should come watch me anyway.

and PS:
"Someone might jump us..."
"Might? No, someone WILL jump you."

jmob @ 2005-10-19T15:04:00

2005-10-19T20:04:19Z

Yea so I didn't go to bed until about 4:15 this morning, which is probably the latest I've ever stayed up doing work/studying (yes, even later than for mexico y mas), so that means that I got like 2 hours of sleep and I didn't even feel like I learned anything and apparently I didn't becuase the kean test was absolutely horrible. Furthermore, she decided to talk for like the first 10 minutes and wouldn't give us the tests. AND she gave us a shitload of homework too. On the day of a test? What the hell? Whatever I really don't care right now.

At least I have like no homework tonight.
And it's open house tonight for ballet. But my foot is like broken so maybe I can't dance.
And tomorrow's Thursday.
AND Jazon Mraz Friday!
AANDD only 3 days of school next week. :-)

jmob @ 2005-10-17T15:14:00

2005-10-17T20:14:16Z

stolen

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Hedonism	\|\|	10%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|	16%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Conflict seeking	\|\|	10%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	37%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%

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Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were very high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:

depressed, introverted, neat, needs things to be extremely clean, observer, perfectionist, not self revealing, does not make friends easily, suspicious, irritable, hates large parties, follows the rules, worrying, does not like to stand out, fragile, phobic, submissive, dislikes leadership, cautious, takes precautions, focuses on hidden motives, good at saving money, solitary, familiar with the dark side of life, hard working, emotionally sensitive, prudent, altruistic, heart over mind, unadventurous

so true

jmob @ 2005-10-14T23:00:00

2005-10-15T03:59:56Z

Jeanmarie is simply the best.

jmob @ 2005-10-04T21:51:00

2005-10-05T02:52:19Z

Snoboardcy (9:20:07 PM): so how much do you owe me for 1 making you go to homecoming cause you were like why should i go 2. to help you make up your mind to totally go after him and 3 rides around today
Snoboardcy (9:20:17 PM): you owe me your life bascially
Snoboardcy (9:20:21 PM): no other way to make up for it

jmob @ 2005-10-02T17:19:00

2005-10-02T22:19:44Z

Hi Rebecca!!

So homecoming last night was soooo much fun.

And I grinded with a boy for the first time ever.

jmob @ 2005-09-23T16:00:00

2005-09-23T21:00:04Z

I just realized that im wearing my dance dimensions assemble shirt in like every picture on my webshots.
See for yourself--->> http://community.webshots.com/user/julie_marie22

jmob @ 2005-08-25T18:14:00

2005-08-25T23:22:05Z

OMG my sister has the taj mahal of all dorm rooms: huge living space, mini kitchen, their own bathroom, dressing area... AND it's a corner room AND she's rooming with her bff.
But now it's sad cuz my sister won't be here anymore. And neither will her friends that come and write nice messages on my white board. I am an only child now.

Dear people that have parking spots,

If you live near me, and like me somewhat, I would appreciate getting a ride home from you everyday. And I'll pay for like a quarter of that spot if im the only person that you are driving, cuz if you took me both ways i would pay half, but im only require being taken home, and half of half if one quarter. Yea. Thanks. I would appreciate that a lot cuz i def don't want to take the bus home.

Oh yea and also, i need to start hanging out with my friends more, cuz i don't even remeber the last time i had people over, but i don't really like my house all that much, so maybe if you're my friend we should go out and chill sometime cuz that would be real fun.

Love,
Me

jmob @ 2005-08-23T19:22:00

2005-08-24T01:08:35Z

Dear friends,
Here is my schedule for next year:

01 S1 team/individ spt mildebrant
01 S2 anatomy & phys A houk
02 physics H feltyberger
03 spanish 4H holmquist
04 adv alg & its apps welna
05 symph band mcdowell
06 english 11A glaznap
07 am history A kean

If you have any classes with me, please comment.

Love,
Julie Marie

jmob @ 2005-07-21T16:49:00

2005-07-21T21:50:51Z

woot for being in the top nine percent of my class

jmob @ 2005-07-13T15:20:00

2005-07-13T20:20:45Z

I am done with drivers ed forever!

YAY

2005-07-09T18:22:55Z

OMG I HAD SO MUCH EFING FUN LAST NIGHT AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!

jmob @ 2005-07-02T19:08:00

2005-07-03T00:08:50Z

Yea. No one came to see me at summerfest, but i did get touched by a sketch guy. I hung with my sister and her crew for a bit, but later just went with my parents and auntie. After the "big bang" we left, but ended up being stuck in the parking lot for like 2 hours. I got home at like 1:30 AM. Friday was the usual routine. During the break for band camp, Kelly and Megan "kidnapped" me. Too bad I missed the popsicles and water balloon fight. I always seem to miss those things. I am soo excited for monday. Yay, I only have one more week of drivers ed classroom.

Is anyone going to the fireworks at the lakefront tomorrow night? I am.

When I was eating some corn on the cob for dinner I accidentally stabbed myself in the face with one of those corn holders.

And I am still waiting for an Excell guru...

jmob @ 2005-06-29T22:07:00

2005-06-30T03:07:11Z

Oh yea its been a while. Well I don't feel like talking about what I've done so far this week, but if you want to know, see last post.

Yea and I've been at school like everyday since it got out.

Oh yea, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEANMARIE!!!(yesterday)

Is anyone an Excel guru? Cuz if you are, you are wanted. I shall explain details later...

Oh yea AND I'm dancing at Summerfest tomorrow at like 5:30 at the chillens (children's) stage. You best be there.

jmob @ 2005-06-21T13:42:00

2005-06-21T18:50:37Z

I am so busy this summer. This whole week I have drivers ed with Baz! It's not too bad; lots of videos, but we get homework and tests everyday. Next week I'll be spending many hours at school. Here is my schedule:

8:00 AM: behind the wheel
9:00 AM: band camp
10:00 AM: drivers ed
12:10 PM: lunch
1:00 PM: band camp
4:00 PM: work (mon only)
7:00 PM: home
(this chart looked so much better before I updated, but then it got all spread out so I had to make this one)

If anyone is going to band camp, please tell me if you can give me a ride home Tuesday-Friday. :-)

Drivers ed and behind the wheel continue into July.
Dance starts the first week of July as well.
And I just love having to be driven around everywhere relying on other people.
My mom had to take off of work this whole week so she could take me to drivers ed, but next week? I'll probably be walking home.

this is supposed to be what that "1" was

2005-06-20T04:31:36Z

Yea it’s been a while. But now that the terrible week of exams and rehearsals is over, I can finally update again. So let me fill you in. Yesterday I had dance recitals all day. They went pretty well, but were exhausting. I also got my awesome “Dance Dimensions Assemble” shirt. After the shows I went to the Chancery with my mom, dad, aunt, uncle, & grandma. Today I had to wake up real early and go to church at the 8:30 mass. I haven’t been to that one since I was like 3. After that I came home and got ready for graduation. Then I went over to school. The gym was actually comfortable, not hot and nasty, and we (for the most part) were not mushed underneath the bleachers. After that we all took pictures with my sister. We were the last ones to leave the place (as always). Then everyone went over to my mimi and boppie’s house (dad’s parents) and we chilled cuz we had a lot of time until we needed to go to dinner. Then we went to eat at Buca’s. The food is very tasty. Rebecca Kuss’s family also had reservations there and then got seated right next to us which was cool cuz she’s tight with my sister. Then we had some good times. Then most of my fam came back to my house and we looked at some pictures of the day’s events.

Tomorrow begins 3 weeks of drivers ed, the classroom part. I’ve been driving everywhere and I’ve much improved since those illegal times.

And by the way, this entry which got deleted was pain-stakingly reconstructed by hand just for you because I heart you sooo much :-).